tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2309369674414341113.post6992514360652062585..comments2023-03-25T13:53:01.658+01:00Comments on Diary of a babydyke: "Good, how are you?"Nelfyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10144378408631580708noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2309369674414341113.post-9157507989966520982009-05-25T15:47:23.953+02:002009-05-25T15:47:23.953+02:00i was exactly the same way for so long -- it's so ...i was exactly the same way for so long -- it's so hard to be honest with yourself when you need to remain headstrong to deal with issues that, frankly, seem so much larger than yourself. but without the strength that comes from within, it's almost impossible to do anything! i mean, without working on the root of your own problem, it's almost unbelievable that anything could get done to solve things outside of your control! but someone, i always put myself on the back burner and kept achieving the next-to-impossible. . . until one day i just gave up and decided to focus on myself. i'm still in a phase of that where i'm a bit <B><I>too</I></B> selfish, but it's better than bending over backwards to kill myself for someone else.<br /><br />i also feel you on the mom front. my mom's insane and i can never have a real conversation with her though and she never makes me feel better about anything. :P but because of her insanity, she also made me seem like a horrible person for moving "away" to college -- and mind you, i only moved two hours south to another huge city readily accessible by taking <B><I>one</I></B> freeway! even when i told her i was going to study abroad in spain, after four years of being on my own, she flipped out. sometimes it's difficult if not damn near impossible to convince people, especially parents, that not every decision someone makes is about them.<br /><br />*hugs*{{ d a n i m o }}https://www.blogger.com/profile/16160258846648156190noreply@blogger.com