I have nothing to say

In the last few days, I've been in a very strange/mute mood. I don't really know why. I guess it partly has to do with the fact that it hit me full force that the girl I really, really like a whole lot lives so far away that I won't be able to even 'sort of' celebrate Christmas with her. I would love to watch her unwrap the present to see her reaction. Or just look into her eyes and tell her how I feel about her. That alone would make me feel better. Or it might not. It might just make me miss her even more. *Le sigh*